rainbow ;)

Reminding myself

2011-08-26T13:12:00.003+08:00

It has been long since I have updated my blog.
Currently I have finished 4 exam, 1 more to go and I will have my hols.

Have been having mixed feelings, I dont know why.
Fears, worries, uncertainty having been creeping into my life,
and I simply dislike all this feeling.
Fear of the future, worry what is to come.
Though I know my hope is found in You.
But the different cirumstances I am in, simply crush all my hope.

Fear of how people are going to see and say when they know about the different things.
Can people dont know?

I always tell myself, I am created differently.
My family, cirumstances, situations and life are different from other people.
All these things will mould me to a better and stronger person through God.
Instead of me giving in to the cirumstances and be crushed!

Christina press on and you will witness the beautiful picture at the end.
Reminding myself...

Cheers :)

Being Thankful

2010-12-25T01:35:00.009+08:00

All I can say is I am thankful to the different things that I have been blessed with :)

Cheers! ;D

"if i could turn the time around"

2010-12-11T21:30:00.002+08:00

This sentence has been always in my mind for this week.
Different things happened which causes me to think a lot.
Sometime I really wish I could turn the time around.
I dont know if things would be better if it were to happen.
I really treasure those time when I spent my days where I spent with my second home.
When I was young, I would wish to stop growing up and remain as 10 years old.
Simply because I have to leave to a new primary school, meeting new friends and teachers.
A new envirnoment, new atmosphere, a new home to stay.
No longer I could cuddle in my aunt's arm before I sleep.

Nevertheless, I would always give my aunt a ring when I was in primary school.
I would queue up to use the public phone just to call her before I go for lessons.
And sometime she would surprise me in school with my favourite fried rice
(specially cooked by her)
Fighting so hard just to visit her every friday where my uncle would picked me up.
Looking forward to every friday.
When I am with her, she will never fail to give me more coins just to call her ;)
Reluctantly to go home on Sunday but still I have to...

Now I am 18 years old.
I guess all this things have to be kept as memories because I need to be realistic.

2010 is going to pass by so soon and welcoming 2011.
Reflection for 2010 and resolution for 2011.

days in Dayaodi.

2010-10-12T14:09:00.001+08:00

Woke up @ 7AM to prepare myself with the rest of the team mates for breakfast.
It was super bright @ 6AM and I thought it was time to wake up.
Wash up and used their toilet for the first time.
It is really different from Singapore- No door, flush and everyone is to share one toilet.
It is an open public toilet.

Had our delicious breakfast prepared by our villagers chef ;p
In every breakfast, never fail we will have eggs on the table.
There were eggs, milk, pumkim porridge and vegetable.
It is different from Singapore culture

Soon we got to do our 'morning exercise' which is climbing the mountain.
I guess it's my first experience and it's really tough as we got to be very careful with our steps.
I was not able to catch my breathe.
Luckily we made it to the top and took lot of nice pictures.
It was difficult to make our way back :( I was scared.
But my friends looked after me. Thank You friends ;)

Soon we had our welcome lunch from the villagers.
There were white wine being offered and I refused to drink it.
Some of them drink and was drunk.
Had a crisis meeting regarding our project, settle down and had our meeting.
Ended early and had my afternoon nap as there were nothing that need to be done.
A slack day HAHA ;)

The evening time @ 6PM seem like Singapore 9PM.
The sky was so dark and it was really cold.
Hid in my room after dinner.
Wash up with wet tissue and change under my blanket.
*shy shy* hehe.

Thought for the day: God knew us before He created all the sky, sea and mountains.
What's more He knew my future before I was born.
I have witnessed His beautiful creation, the mountains.

His creation is simply wonderful ;)

A trip which brings a difference.

2010-10-11T22:05:00.007+08:00

2 weeks have gone and I am back in Singapore.
Still remembering the week spent preparing myself for the trip,
getting the necessary items and spending time with my dear friends.
Left Singapore on 27 Sep, 4.40AM from home and
make my way to Changi Airport.
Really grateful that my friend and parent agreed to company me there.
Reflected while I was on my way ;)
(why did I choose to go? will life change when I am back?)

Reach airport and met up with the team.
My friend left and I was left alone with the team.
Felt a little empty at first but I know there are more things to expect.
Send my farewell to the different ones and began to miss the different ones ;p
My little sister teared and I was shocked.
Encourage her to mug hard for her N Level, believing that she will do well;)
Her tears simply melt my heart because it shows how close we were despite the quarrels.

Finally it was time to check-in. My heart began to ponder faster.
I was a little reluctant to go off.
Make my last phone call to the different ones and
a simple prayer to Daddy God.

There were two trip of plane flight before we could reach Shanxi, China.
Took our first flight to Guangzhou, consume our breakfast- Seafood Noodles and rested.
Admire the universe, sky and clouds while I was in the plane.
Reached Guangzhou in the afternoon and waited for the next flight.
It kept on delaying and it really showed how different China is as compared to Singapore ;p
Wondered around and tried the Mac in airport. Their Mac Spicy is really "WOW".
Before boarding our second flight, we took a bus and make our way up to the plane.
Ate the egg noodles and slept once again.

Finally we reached our destination, Taiyuan @ 7PM.
Took a 2HR land transportation to the city area and had our 'last dinner'
The dishes were delicious and unique as compared to Singapore.

Had another an hour ride to Dayaodi Village. Reached @ 12 Midnight.
The wind was beating hard and I was freezing.
Felt really weak when I came down from the bus.
It was so cold and I was not prepared. but I managed to pull through by hiding in the room;p

The girls and boys share a room each where there are double bed.
My sleeping partner is Jolene;p and we slept at the right of the corner.
That marked my first day in China;)

It has left a deep mark in my life ;p

Lost

2010-08-23T23:24:00.006+08:00

I feel that im like lost in a forest.
I am surrounded by so many trees,
on the ground there are so many twigs and insects.
The sunlight that is shining through the trees could not lead me out of the forest.
I feel so trapped.
There are so many uncertainty, not knowing which paths to take.
Everything started well at first but now im lost.
Hoping that there will be a compass to lead me out.

Perhaps I got to learn how to look at a different angle,
be it towards family, life, friendship and things which I treasure.
Sometime I really wish things would go the way I want like in the fairytale storybook.
In every hiccups and problems, still there's a happy ending.
Will it happen to me? ;)

Sliently I believe it will.
hoping against hope.

j'aime les fraises

2010-06-07T20:41:00.004+08:00

received a black watch about 2 years ago
and it carries a meaning behind it.
was not able to wear it because it was too BIG ;p
hence i placed it in my bag everywhere i go.

however about a year later,
the watch is still functioing but the strap came off ;(
decided to leave it at home instead.
was kinda upset about it.
have not been seeing the watch for awhile
as it was kept in a secret place.
at different point of time, i will take a glance at it.

tried searching it and brought it to school today
as it came handy for me ;)
took it out during the exam and
how careless can i get?
i forgot to keep it with me.
leave the room and feel that something is missing
but i do not know what is it.

realised that the watch was missing when i tried searching for it.
went back to the room but no one was there.
i began to feel worried.
was asking myself what if it is going to be gone?
managed to find the instructor and he was keeping the watch for me ;)
so thankful for it.

hmm something out of this incident is,
treasure everything that i have.
dont start worrying when it is gone
because you will never know when that particular things
will be gone or go missing
;)

God BLESS you ;D
cheers.

2010-05-22T21:38:00.006+08:00

If its Your will, You will revive it ;D

All my dreams, desires, wishes in the past, present and future will come true ;)

Will look forward with anticipation and expectation to the days it comes.

When that day happen, I will be able to understand everything

and

see the beautiful picture that You have planned for me ;D

In Your timing, all things are beautiful !

my life will be painted with different colours because

everyday there are new things for me to experience ;))

2010-05-19T22:28:00.002+08:00

At different time of my life,
i will sit back and remember
the things that happened in the past and present.
(the laughter and sorrow we shared, the long hours of phone call, cares and thoughts we cast upon, the little gifts and letters and diary we exchange, the hang out time)
I would say sometime i do miss and yearn the time
but things do change over time ;)
The busyness in school and life have brought these changes.
I would say we are focusing on our studies, commitment, goals and dreams.

Sometime a little comparsion will either make a heart sink
or motivate a person to strive but
I would choose to place my hope on Him who is everlasting ;)

Recently different things happened
and it triggers me to think further.
Will things last eternity?
Its good that we take a step back to view a bigger picture,
rather than focusing on part of it.

I suppose I have grown more independent
as years go by ;)
Invest on things that is beneficial ;)

se dérider;D
GOD bless you;)

2010-04-19T23:34:00.004+08:00

current song: here in your presence.

things would look better when you look in a different angle.

things would be better when you look in a positive way ;)

reflected and realised
that i should have look things in a different perspective
instead of allowing my feeling to lead me.
stay focus to what im responsible with;)

se dérider;D
GOD bless you;)

2010-04-15T23:36:00.002+08:00

tomorrow shall be my last day at work.
enjoyed the time spent with the different ones,
especially my colleagues, the different contractors
and the new friends i met.
though the i have to work irregular timing but i enjoyed the time spent.
i will miss the work and the people there ;)
hopefully i can go back again.

starting to see Daddy God faithfulness and grace with me.
throughout the 2 weeks, everything went smoothly.
i managed to wake up on time and
pull through no matter how late it ends.
beginning to love what im studying and learning
because it is God's will ;)
how is it like to study overseas and
work in a department that have to travel around to meet client?
im looking forward to it ;)

enjoyed my past 4 days though i have to rush here and there.
school is starting so soon, in about few days time and
i have to wake up early for school.
will prepare myself for it ;D

it's friday tomorrow ;)
i wanna enter the yacht and see!
how can i do it? haha.

my body is not working so well for the past few weeks
and im praying that i will stay healthy.
dont wanna visit the doctor and
i command every disease to stay away from me!
grant me a healthy body which function well;)

GOD bless you ;)
those simple words made me feel happy ;)

thoughts.

2010-04-10T22:58:00.002+08:00

didnt know things would change so fast.
was enjoying those moments and
hoping that more would come,
but it didnt take place.
i guess like what i have told someone,
it only happens because 'she is away'.
is it right?

the awkwardness.
the slience.
keep a promise that i will just move on.
staying focus to what im doing.
not going to look to my left and right.
shall not let my thoughts run wild.

remembering the hand which You hold me tightly;)

GOD BLESS you and me;)
good night

2010-04-02T01:03:00.006+08:00

I AM TIRED OF WHAT IS HAPPENING....
Why is it always happening?
it has been a cycle.
i really missed the time spent when i am young.
why keep saying and repeating the same old things?
do i even have the chance to speak or
share my feelings out?
why cant you take a few seconds and examine my heart?
do you know what am i exacting thinking about.
why must you use your own judgement and put it one me?
i kept quiet because i know the more i say,
the more you will continue.
sometime leaving away for awhile is the best solution,
it allows both party to cool down and really reflect.

I miss HK.

2010-03-30T13:02:00.009+08:00

I am back from HK ;)
really enjoyed the trip, i wanna go back again!

Met up with friends in the morning
to head down to airport.

reached at 7AM and we had our breakfast.

Collected our flight tickets and checked in our luggages.
Next we had our second round of breakfast in the subway

before boarding the flight.

feel really excited before boarding the plane.

Give a call to the different ones before boarding the plane.

Cathay Pacific ;)

a picture taken when i was in the plane :)
the plane ride was about 4 hours long.

Had my lunch while in the plane and i finished everything!

my friend was so surprised HAHA.

and watched couple retreat ;)

felt quite uncomfortable while i was in the plane.

i guess its normal ;)

simply love the scenery when i was in the plane.

feel like touching the clouds hehe.
guess it would be nicer if its in the night
and i see all the stars shinning!

reached HK airport at about 2PM

and settle some admin stuffs.
all of us were so excited!

collected the luggages and boarded unto the bus.

our first destination was the beach area.

it was so so so cold! It's so different from Singapore.

took a few pictures here and there ;)

Next we headed to NEW STAR RESTURANT

for our yummy dinner!
the menu are in chinese characters and

i dont understand, oh mine.

nevertheless, my friend helped me ;)

shared this two plates of food with vivi and san ;)

yummy!

next we headed to the PEAK!

the scenery was super duper nice ;)

decided to take the tram down

and it moves down in a 45 degree angle.

all the buildings and trees look like it's falling down ;p

after all the 3 places, finally we headed back to the hotel!
we were all so tired but still we went out for supper!

we had dessert in the cold day.

the street was so quiet, people in HK rest so early.

everyone ordered the dessert with mango.

took a shower and went into people room to play!

we got freak out by a few knocks on the door.

the reaction of ours were so funny!

that's just the Day 1 of my HK trip ;)

A 5 day trip in HK do make a difference in something :)

should i be joyful or mourn over it.

missed all the food and shopping there!

2010-03-13T01:25:00.003+08:00

that simple sentence made my heart felt something.
it beats faster and
i felt surprised because
that simple words had been kept for ages.
so long that i no longer remember it.
wonder if it will bring back some memory?
will it allow people to be distant away or closer?
will the feeling be ever the same?
the differences between staying here and there.
changes might or might not take place.
will it happen to me when i did that 2 years ago?
it either show the ugly or good side of one another.
it either break the present or
revive the actions and habits of the past.

all the answer to the above questions will be known soon.
how am i gonna respond or react to it.
be ready for all the possibilities.

2010-02-10T00:08:00.004+08:00

cleared one paper yesterday,
three more to go.
hopefully i can do well for it :)

recently i kept having bad dreams
in the middle of the night.
everything seems so real
and i felt lost after i woke up :(

dislike the feeling of waking up
in the midde of the night and
trying to shut my eyes tightly.
hoping that all the dreams will not come true.
its not the same dream but
the people in it are always the same.
and it makes me wonder.
wanted to give a call everytime i wake up
but it's so impossible because
its very late.
hence i have to try all ways to make myself sleep.

im thankful that i didnt have
bad dreams on monday :)

planned to stay up late to finish my revision,
hopefully i can :)
a starbuck coffee would wake me up :D

i want more shopping!
i havent gotten all my stuffs :(
hopefully i can get them before friday ;)

time to mug...

good nights
may GOD bless you :)

2010-02-01T23:50:00.005+08:00

everything went well today ;)
headed to school though my friends
didnt come.
had a yummy lunch with KPQ ;)
simply enjoy it.

headed to library,
to get some work done.
was distracted by other things but
still things were done ;)

after a long day of school,
headed home.
my friend sent me home,
whoo so happy :)

eveything went well until night time.
sorry if i didnt reply anyone message, msn, fb.
i just needed time to be alone.
the time to really reflect and think upon.
maybe i shouldnt even get affected about it.
i will be alright after a sleep.

staying in the space once again.
goodbye

2010-01-29T22:58:00.004+08:00

something to take home today
while i was traveling and
listening to songs,
I was affirmed by His words.
'There's freedom in His name'
yeah i am gonna hold the sentence dearly to me.

the upcoming weeks are gonna be tough,
lots of assignment due, major presentation, tests and exams
have to be disciplined in studying and revising.
thinking of staying out to mug till late
in various places ,
before heading home.

chatted with friends over msn ytd,
they kept asking what decision
have i come about.
still didnt mention it out except for someone ;)
i guess the decision of mine is quite personal.
however at times i didnt
abide with it ;(
have to really overcome it!

i have been seeing lots of stars
in the sky lately
and i will get excited.
i suppose there's a great meaning behind it :)
wanna lie on a soft pasture of grass
enjoy seeing the star
and slowly falling asleep...

does the fault lies in me,
not able to trust or
it is the words that you said
and the action you do,
make me not wanting to believe?
seem complicated eh.

may GOD bless
you and me ;)
sugar dreams

2010-01-22T00:27:00.003+08:00

should be asleep by now,
but im still quite awake.
decided to pen down my thoughts ;)

woke up quite early today,
decided to grab some more sleep.
eyes were wide open,
hugged the pink soft pillow tightly
and managed to sleep ;)

headed for school and
i was 45 minutes late (opps ;p)
things went well too after that ;)

work are piling up
and all due dates fall on week 5.
only have 2 more weeks to work on.
at times i felt so competitive in the surrounding
im place at ;(
dont mean the friends around me ;)
keep reminding myself not to fall into that trap
because im assured and secured in His hand ;)
just like the picture,
holding each other hand tightly.

met up with friends on wednesday afternoon,
had fun chatting, laughing, ate at uncle sam and took a few pictures ;)
went to arcade for awhile before leaving.
enjoyed it through out!

i believe im adapting to the different things
sometime changes are good.
though there are still phobias but
it will be overcome soon ;)

hopefully i can give sweets a call tomorrow ;p

turning in to bed,
nights ;)
God bless you :)
cheers

2010-01-18T23:35:00.003+08:00

i enjoyed meeting sweets on sat ;)
even though we didnt share much :(
the chance will come soon!
promise it will be during the march hols ;p

attended cousin's wedding on sat,
took lots of pictures and
finally i got a chance to see all my relatives and friends.
time really flies,
everyone is getting busier in their life ;)
expected the questions that were asked,
i took it well and i think i have overcome it.

18 days has passed for 2010,
that's fast!
BUT im renewed everyday ;)
how awesome yeah!

upcoming weeks are gonna be tougher and busier.
have to manage my time properly.
looking forward to march and april ;)

God bless you and me
:)

thoughts

2010-01-14T00:03:00.002+08:00

there's so much of what ifs,
well i cant turn back the time.
something that i learnt is,
my past does not determine my future,
no point looking at it
and trying to change it.
it is there already.
but God will make my future better ;)

often i always myself, why cant i be like others.
sometime I think I have met people at the wrong timing.
i guess i know the answer.
im made differently in His eyes and He has His plan :)

i hope the decision which i have made will be right ;)
cant afford to regret once again.
the old has gone and the new will come.

i dislike the different things now,
just wanna be a girl that knows nothing
and be firm in everything that im doing.
where's the active, cheerful and perserving girl gone to?

only He and sweets know my thoughts.
gonna see sweets on sat, excited ;)
hoping to share everything out.
things will get better soon.
having a good listener is a blessing.

i believe the answer will be shown by tomorrow.

God helps me in everything that's in my life ;)
lead me to a comfortable place.

'' there is a time for everything and a season for every activity under heaven''

2009-12-31T13:13:00.012+08:00

in about 11 hours time, 2009 will come to an end
2010 will come about.
believe everyone would want to end it well.
will my happen?
believing that God will end Christina's 2009 beautifully

how has this year been?
it really took me a big courage before looking back.
there are tears, sorrow, happiness, regrets, failure, fear and great experiences.
nevertheless, God has brought through every season.
nobody may know what am i going through
but I know i am not alone ;)

i will get the see the beautiful rainbow, blue sky soon ;)
it may be my first time going through this
and im gonna treat it as an exposure and an unqiue experience
gonna learn from it.

i may not see the big picture now
i may not convince but
soon i will.

i guess in certain area of my life
im just not mature yet.
Daddy God will help me ;)
deliver me out of my fears, struggles, doubts and uncertainty

If Someone Knew - Christmas 2009

is there someone who really knows me?
is there someone who truly cares?
does anybody even know that I'm there?
is there somebody who truly loves me?
someone who really hears me.
can someone lead me out of my despair-

if someone knew all my heart's going through
if only someone knew the deepest part of mecould that ever be?
all my life-
my heart's been searching for that which can take away the pain inside of me
oh I want to live,
if someone knew.

i know there is someone who knows ;)

if i can stop growing how great can it be?
i will not be expose to so many things ;p
wishful thinking.

will miracles still happen?
expecting it...

2009-12-27T23:55:00.011+08:00

Belated MERRY CHRISTMAS! HOHO

i guess this year Christmas was exciting though it didnt started well
but miracles did happen, thank you for it ;)
simply like all the different gifts that i have collected
thank you people ;)

has been returning home this few weeks ;p but i enjoyed it (opps!)
luckily mummy didnt scold me ;p
thank you for being there for me when i was down ;)
the joy that you have given me
no words can describe
and only YOU can fill me ;)

it's always good to look forward
and not turn back to the past ;)
different memories and hurts may still remain
but im gonna bury all of them
gonna take a few steps first
1,2,3...

heading to the place where i always wish, dream and hope for ;)

thank you for everything!
love YOU!

2009-12-12T00:29:00.002+08:00

yesterday headed to wcp to mug for my last paper,
when was about to leave, there is this sharp pain above my tummy
it has been long since i felt that :(
tried walking home but it was so painful
thank you friend for companying me.
hopefully it will not happen again.

today cleared all my papers
and im so looking forward for holidays
though its short ;p
all the best to those who still have paper, Jiayous ;D

chatted with sweets over the phone before heading to school,
some things are really real
and i think i need to change my view in seeeing thing
i got to grow out of it ;D
miss the time we had,
looking forward to visit you soon!

Wohoo! last paper means good food will come along!
headed to clarke quay with clique to celebrate vivi's birthday
we went WARAKU! i liked the food so much!
YUMMY!

shop around, im hunting for shoe!
must go for shopping spree soon ;)

wanting this holiday to be a fruitful one
i want to go the place where i always wish to ;D

i want an overflowing joy to be in my life ;)

stary in the sky
good night;)

2009-12-04T22:15:00.002+08:00

cleared 4 assignments and 1 presentation this week ;D
this week was a tiring yet lots of laughter was seen
have been lacking of sleep, the lastest i slept for this week was 4am!
but yummy and good food brought energy to me! ;D

I had dark chocolate brownie and ice-cream on Monday
it was AWESOME! cant wait to have more :)
Headed to Pizza Hut with paranoid clique today,
we simply enjoy eating, laughing and talking

suppose to have a lesson from 3-5 but i went in only the last 5 minutes ;X
promise i will not do that again.
my MST is just next week, hopefully i can finish all my revision on time ;)

lately different things has happened but im learning to cope with it.
sometime feelings and emotions are real
but i do not want my heart and feeling to be leading me :)

i need the fire to be back in my life once again
i guess it has extinguised.

will your promises come true, waiting and anticipating on it

Christmas is coming, it is a season where i enjoy the most because it is a day where a story is reminded in my life ;)

let all promises come true ;D

feelings

2009-11-18T21:53:00.002+08:00

time flies, now is already week 5 in school and my MST is coming very soon.
hopefully i can do well ;)
school has been fine this few weeks
wanna say a BIG thank you to my friends for making breakfast and i got to eat HAHA

today morning, i saw someone and we chatted for awhile.
was kinda surpurise but i guess it was good
feel that every Wednesday, never fail, i will always see 2 people
will get a little affected after that haha ;p

after school headed for lunch with paranoid clique at pizza hut.
didnt eat much. the medicine im consuming makes me feel so hungry at times
hopefully i will be healed soon ;)

went for the Hong Kong School trip briefing
its $990, thinking if i should i go? the plan seems so fun and nice;D

honestly i feel distracted after seeing and talking, dont know why

goodnights! ;D

LOVE

2009-10-20T23:06:00.002+08:00

What is love to you? Different people may come up with different answers. but i feel encouraged after reading this passage.

'Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trust, always hopes, always perseveres'

Isnt it true?
that's true LOVE ;D

i miss seeing the stars
good nights

loud thunder

2009-10-08T15:19:00.003+08:00

woke up with fear in the morning due to the loud thunder and lighting. i was hoping my parent were at home as i wanted to turn to someone but they were out for work already. wanted to get some more sleep but i was so afraid of the thunder, hoping to turn to someone but i decided not to. made a simple prayer and hide under the pillow, hoping the thunder sound will go away soon.

All i need is You

Left my fear by the side of the road
Hear You speak
Won't let go
Fall to my knees as I lift my hands to pray

Got every reason to be here againF
ather's love that draws me in
And all my eyes wanna see is a glimpse of You

All I need is You
All I need is You Lord
Is you Lord

One more day and it's not the same
Your spirit calls my heart to sing
Drawn to the voice of my Saviour once again
Where would my soul be without Your Son
Gave His life to save the earth
Rest in the thought that You're watching over me

All I need is You
All I need is You Lord
Is You Lord

You hold the universe
You hold everyone on earth
You hold the universe
You hold
You hold

All I need is You
All I need is You Lord
Is You Lord

forward

2009-10-07T14:33:00.005+08:00

the road infront shall be better than behind.

seen and experienced a lot. each time i will tell myself not to go back to it. this time round i got to be firm with it! i have to look forward. everyone has his/ her own weakness. i shall not allow my weakness to pull me down but i need to turn my weakness to something good. all this feelings and mask will be gone and i hope soon it will be gone. i wanna go back to sec 2 where im strong about it, i believe i will find it back soon. perhaps left is better than right ;D

i have woke up from the dream, so naive

2009-09-18T23:51:00.008+08:00

worked on Monday with dom and lili, kinda fun though it was tiring but managed to last through. rushed everything and completed everything hence, we got off on tuesday, HORRAY! planned to go down to orchard ion and enjoy the ice-cream buffet HAHA, my wish came through but something happen which im confused about it. never mind ;p

before heading down to meet lili, dom and ben. i met Hooisan and PQ at Bugis and went to SIM LIM SQUARE as they needed to modify their DS and its PINK colour ;D after going so many shops, they finally got the cheapest price! guess they are enjoying their DS now. left early as i needed to meet my friends, sorry. finally met up with lili and gang and here we come to SWENSENS! there are up to 50 choices of ice-cream, YUMMY! managed to catch up over something but i was rather affected about it. it was a session of reflection with a bit of enjoyment here and there. promise that if i have a chance to go there again, it will be a total experience ;D looking forward to it.

WOW! look at the choices of ice-cream that are available, simply YUMMY

Top left hand- lili ;]

Top right hand- dom ;)

Bottom left- mine ;p

Bottom right-ben :]

LOOK at the CHOCOLATE!

marshmallow and strawberry with CHOCOLATE!

nights!

let each day be filled with sweet memories, wanting all the false dreams and thoughts to go off

2009-09-07T22:56:00.000+08:00

turn in late yesterday night because i am kinda addicted to youtube, haha hence i woke up late today. met my friend and went to fujitsu company as the laptop has some problem. after that, we headed for lunch at kfc, yummy hahas, thanks for the treat!

going to sentosa tomorrow with my class 1A/04 hahas. kinda excited about it, wanna get tan. wondering if the job for wed till fri is s on because alex didnt sms any of us yet, hoping there will still be ;D cant wait to get a laptop cover ;D

this few days, i feel really fearful over some things, i dont know why. feel really uncomfortable and somethings seems so contradicating. hoping all this feeling and thoughts can just vanish.

'separation will allow testing of time'

Job interview

2009-09-01T22:29:00.002+08:00

that's mine! waffle with chocolate ice-cream ;D

Ben's half chicken, lol, regular dish ;D

that is dom and lili's share ;)

woo! its 2nd day of my holiday, went for a last minute interview. its 5 days IT fair but i will be working for 3 days ;D hopefully it will be fun working with friends. didnt manage to meet san and pq, ended up going with lili and dom hahas. went to bugis street to shop, have been eyeing for this particular shoe but couldnt find it ;( will get it soon!

went to New York New York at west coast plaza with ben, lili and dom. i had waffle with chocolate ice-cream, its yummy but lili and dom's shares is nicer hahas, will get it next time ;D

somehow i feel left out, hoping this feeling will go off soon.

holiday

2009-08-31T21:05:00.000+08:00

yeah cleared all my papers ;D and here i come for the 7 weeks holiday. went back to KR for teacher's day celebration, saw different ones there and different memories came back. it was enjoyable and fun though i didnt stay long, have to rush back to school to mug for the last paper ;( wish i could stay longer haha.

had paper at 4pm and my holiday started at 1810 hr 31 August haha ;D now i gotta find a work, hang out with friends, shopping spree, serving Daddy God and more to come ;D where is my trip to escape theme park?

what will you do if you are tired over something?

love that lifts me up and leave the peace in me ;D

2009-08-27T21:43:00.001+08:00

what does it really mean to submit?

am i doing it?

knowing and understanding is one thing, but doing is another thing.

my mind knows it yet my flesh is weak.

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11

2 papers down, 3 more to go

2009-08-20T22:07:00.000+08:00

just finished two papers this next, screw up my first paper and i was kinda affected over it but i cant do much now. thank you friends for being there and supporting me hahas ;D Design and Drawing was kinda alright but i didnt do my isometric hahas, hopefully im able to do well yeah. 4 days of break before my LAW paper come! must really do well for this time round ;D

had been munching on good and yummy food hahas- pizza hut, hanis,food acia and subway! just simply fill my tummy yeah. going to look for events to work during the holiday, hopefully im able to and it will not occupy my weekends hahas ;D

feel kinda paranoid over things at home and it isnt doing any good. everything needs two hands to clap so i will learn to be patient and understand the different things ;)

going to plan for somebody birthday who has been expecting it lol ;D

is it true that you must be really in order to tell somethings to people?

mugging time ;D
looking at the sky ;)

pack and tight schedule

2009-08-14T22:51:00.000+08:00

hey just came back from an event- 1 year of counting down to YOG! it was fun and i truely enjoyed my time with friends and the fireworks! i liked it alot ;D task assigned was road usher while different runners were running and helping at the traffic. it was enjoyable and had a car ride from my friend ;D thanks so much and i feel so blessed hehe.i took pictures of the fireworks but cant upload ;(

dont know why but after the yog, i felt kinda down and thoughts just kept running through my mind. think i have been expecting so much and it will turn out to be disappointment. having tests and exams for two next week and i will be having holiday, deciding to work but should i? need recommendation ;p hopefully i will do well for all my papers hahas ;D

going to play tcoukball tomorrow, im excited! gonna enjoy then mug and its time to party hahas! praying that everything will go smoothly and my mind is strong enough to counter everything lol. hey to you mel! jiayous yeah, thank you for your openess, trust Daddy God yeah because He is awesome and mighty, nothing is impossible for Him! Gambette!

nights ;D

excited for tomorrow

2009-08-08T21:31:00.001+08:00

blogger seems to be down, cant upload pictures. lots of picture to upload hahas. it has been an AWESOME week
Monday i had New York York, Tuesday i ate Sakae and Friday i at Sumo House, just simply enjoy myself with friends-munching, studing, laughing together. enjoyed myself in church too, im moving on to a higher level hehe ;D

really excited about tomorrow, i will be serving in children church, hahas hopefully everything will go well yeah ;D different things may come along but my walk with Daddy will not depend on my struggles. i want the fire to keep on burning inside of me ;D met Candice on Wednesday before cell, get to know her more and she said gonna break the ice between us! hahas

had my mock test on tuesady and it design and drawing, out of three drawing i didnt even complete one, can you imagine? that was the worse paper i have ever taken over my 10 years of education ;p praying hard that im able to do it during my sem test ;D tomorrow is God's day ;D

good nights ;D
left or right?

my days in school

2009-07-31T22:13:00.004+08:00

it has been long since i ever blog hahas. as for last saturday, my class had an event to help up, it was a Racial Harmony Day event, kinda different from the SIWF. hooisan and i were the usher of the event, it was funny because we actually had a rehearsal of it. didnt take any pictures of it. it ended at about 8pm then i quickly rush down for a concert, it was really awesome! i enjoyed myself there though i miss lots of it but i just enjoy the atmosphere there. ended kinda of late thus cant have supper but thank you for the car ride ;D

Sunday, its in the house of God! great praise and worship and surmon! im serving in children church, thank you daddy God ;D it has been my dream though i may not be able to enter my desired course but God has opened door and opportunity for me ;D horray hehe

Monday:
Stayed back in school till 6 plus to do my Drawing and Design project with Hooisan, Kiba and Victor. Hahas then had a car ride from Kiba till clementi, thanks! Quite an enjoyable day ;D

Tuesday:
was quite happy in the morning, though the schedule may be tight but is the thoughts that count ;) went to school to do the touch up for project and headed for lesson till 5 plus, had another project to complete and there's mock test on next tuesday, hopefully i can do well hahas

Wednesday and thursday:
PIZZA HUT! for lunch, it was yummy and filling hahas! did our stage and do a last round of touch up and editing. send my phone for repair and met melissa! though the time we spent we may short but it never fail to be fruitful ;D catch up a little and hopefully there will be more to come. went down to tiong for cell, a change in it but i enjoyed it afterall ;D rush home and complete the presentation.
Long but slack day for thursday, was quite tired but managed to pull through. kept eating non-stop, just simply LOVE tidbits!

Friday:
4 hours of lesson and its lunch time, guess what! PIZZA HUT ONCE AGAIN HAHAS. took some pictures but i cant download into the blogger, sigh :( hopefully soon it will be alright. stayed back in school to do presentation slides and went down to KR to meet the click for dinner, kinda enjoyable though feel a little weird hahas.

has been feeling kinda moody over something but slowly things has changes after a prayer ;D thank you daddy ;D
time to study and looking forward for more new things ;D

May God bless you;D
loves!

2009-07-09T21:36:00.015+08:00

hahas turning back the time, let's go back to saturday ;)

gonna upload some picture that i took during the NDP rehearsal on Saturday- 4 July, thanks Kelvin for the ticket and Mel for bringing me there ;D
i just enjoyed that evening ;)

taken a picture with buddy during the NDP preview. it was a fun evening watching the rehearsal. she was so engrossed with all the tanks and areoplanes just like one of my friend;D as for me im more engrossed in fireworks and of course FOOD! i just like the atmosphere, its so windy and cooling ;p

took a picture from a distance, see so many uniformed people standing there hahas, remind me of my passing out parade even though it was not as big as that! i always admire people who wear their uniform because they just look so smart ;)

that's our Singapore flag!

boat on the river, i just like the night scenery! the lighting bring light over darkness hahas. one word to say is AWERSOME! ;D

a nice firework! couldnt stop snapping when there is firework! i dont wish to miss any because they are simply so nice;) i still like stars, i wanna see!

that was the ending of the NDP. after that both of us went to Suntec Mac to eat. thanks to melissa, she made me walk round and round Suntec just to get to mac and each time our reaction is eh! but i really enjoy myself, it has been such a long time we ever enjoyed and had so much laughter. Daddy bless this friendship;D

yeah as for today, i had school as usual, just enjoy myself with friends. kept laughing non-stop and my friend disturb me of my laughter ;p just like to laugh because it bring joys and allow us to forget things hehe. quite a relaxing day but must be disciplined too.

thanks to Daddy God for carrying me through even though it was quite busy and different responsibilities to carry. He is really teaching me how to humble myself and changing me to a better person, thank you daddy! cant wait to serve you ;D

good nights!

love ya;D

another long day

2009-07-02T22:57:00.005+08:00

A pic taken while playing twister with Melissa, look so fuuny ;p

its another long day in school but managed to dismiss earlier yeah. kinda quite distracted during class and lunch, sigh~ i must learn to listen in class, collect my last results, it wasnt good even though i passed, kinda quite disappointed with myself ;( but that will not stop me instead i will strive harder. thankful to Daddy God for placing different good friends around me, im able to get along with them and i enjoy their presence!

once again for lunch i drank strawberry mango, im addicted to it! kept laughing while having lunch even though i was quite affected over something hahas, laughter will melt away all unhappiness ;)

pop by at my friend's house and we watched movie, eat chips and played games. we played twister and i compete with MELISSA haha ;p didnt lose to her that much either ;D photos were taken too! went back home to planfor BBQ gathering, hopefully it will be fun hehe ;) i want my bubble gum lolipop, not really close friend but he got it from Malaysia but he didnt pass to me hahas. he wanna prolong the waiting time, thanks ah lol. that's all for today ;D a short day tomorrow!

good nights!
wanna eat chocolate!

An evening at Pizza Hut

2009-07-01T23:51:00.007+08:00

yeah im back from pizza hut, it was wooo, ahh, yummy! especially the ice-cream, i want somemore hehe. had a little gathering at there and sharing along the way. it was a fruitful time after all. i enjoyed it!

in the afternoon, met a few friends and really got to know how are they. pray that they are still coping well. yeah Daddy God will guide them just like how He guides me hehe! Jiayous ;)

have to wake up tomorrow for school, hopefully i can wake up, last time used to have morning call and messages, i have to be independent hehe. another long day tomorrow but food will brighten my day yeah. craving for more and more food ;) i want chocolate!

not going to let it affect me once again, will overcome it!
good night and i wanna look upon the sky hoping to see stars ;)

school has started

2009-06-29T21:09:00.002+08:00

school has resumed. SOMEONE said why i didnt update my blog so came here to blog hahas. feel honored? hehe ;) got back one of my result, quite satisfied but i believe i can do better ;) need to complete one of my law homework before 12am hehe. had curry chicken rice at food court 3 this afternoon, not really nice ;( but i had strawberry mango fruit juice! quite a relaxing day but was having slight headache.

after school, i went to clementi mac to meet my friends and i got an ice-cream, has been craving for it, yummy ;) melissa bullied me hehe, stayed awhile and i decided to go home to do some revision.

im craving for chocolates :) yummy.

good nights ;)
time will overtake everything

Holiday and June is coming to an end soon

2009-06-26T13:31:00.010+08:00

uploaded some pictures, few pictures taken at Marina Barrage. Victor was dancing in the middle of the road while doing road ushering lol. it was quite fun after all! ;)

Holiday and June are coming to an end soon. 8 more weeks to my exam and i will clear Semester 1, hopefully i can do well. i must really get involve in activites now to build up my popfolio. didnt know the importance yet until i expand my view lol, hopefully its not too late.

went back to band and knew about the changes, was quite disappointed but i really pray miracle will happen. there was a BBQ on Wednesday at HCC which was for west zone, it was a fruitful and enjoyable evening. before that i went back for school for law lesson, lol only two people turned up but i managed to learn some new things. need to work hard for my modules and achieve a good grades. much more revision has to be done

treasures all the experiences with God because it carries a significant meaning behind it and through this experiences, God is moulding and bringing you and I to a higher level. im excited to serve Him and i want more experiences with Him! i dont want to remain at the same place, same spot, same level. i believe He has His plan, His timing for me ;)

thank you Daddy for the experiences ;D

goodbye!

my weekends at Marina Barrage

2009-06-21T22:28:00.002+08:00

it has been so hot at marina barrage and i got sunburnt hahas, so painful. hmm manage to learn and really experience the difference between attending an event and helping in an event. it was quite fun hahas. thankfully it ended earlier for both days and im able to wake up early =)

headed down to church for evening service, thought i will miss it but yeah it didnt! i enjoyed the service as i really received from Daddy God. Now my little hand is held tightly in His and He will hold me on throughout the whole journey, thank you Daddy! im dealing with different things in my life and God has told me since the beginning of the year, this year would be a challenging year for me, yup indeed it was but i believe He will bless and be with me ;) His grace will fall upon me!

will upload some pic soon, its with my friends! one more week and school will start, hopefully i can cope with the upcoming work load and different things hehe ;) pray for me yeah

thank you daddy for your faithfulness ;)

daddy holds the answer
good nights ;)

First Post

2009-06-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

DREAM BIG NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE, what's that?
its: ROMP 09!which is gonna to be on 18 July at CCAB!

An event to encourage families, friends and people to join!

go this website and check it out yeah! <http://www.wadclub.org/romp/>

its an exciting event that is not to miss! trust me, i went last year and i never once regret it (:

there are going to have lots of GAMES, FOOD, FRIENDS BONDING and MOST important FUN!

hahas feel free to ask me for more details!

hmm this is the very first post! its the 3rd week of holiday, time flies. once this holiday is over, much more things are coming up. this upcoming Saturday and Sunday- 2o&21 Jun, i need to wake up early :( there is an event held at Marina Barrage and both my buddy class and my class are involved, hopefully i can wake up and have enough energy to last hahas.

Goodnights!

God is always faithful (: